Here I am almost 20 years old and im still updating my journal (rarley) on a website i started visiting when i was 14? maybe 15.

Thats insanity to me. it feels all like it was yesterday but nothing much has changed since i was 15. I still act like a kid, throw tanrums from time to time like a kid, only eat junk food like a kid.. for heaven sakes i still spell and use grammer like a freaking kid! i feel like growing up is happening to everyone but me. like im stuck here in this dumb ass house with my dumb ass parents with the same friends forever. not that i don't love my friends just idk.. i'm deffently in a life rut and i need to get pulled out. but good news for anyone who cares, i've started drawing again a bit. a drawing here and there. nothing special i still suck as much as i use to lol but it will always be fun to doodle.


anyways have a good one and i'm gonna try to get out.